Just My Feeling.

today is our anniversary day for one month. happy anniversary. sorry and thanks for all. i'm sorry if i'm always make you cry. i'm sorry if i'm too stupid sometimes. and thanks because you love me. thanks for always beside me. i love you so much.

i'll love you forever--i knew that you don't like and don't believe 'forever' word-- but i want you to believe that my love for you is real. forever you'll be someone special in my heart. and it's up to you wanna believe it or not.

if one day (just if) we can't be together again, i hope you'll never forget me and keep me in your heart forever as your beautiful memories. and i'll do the same.

today i'm sad. i knew i should not be sad in this special day but i'm sad. because today seem like you're don't care with me. you even didn't say "happy anniversary" to me.. you ignored me. honestly i'm dissapointed. yesterday i'm so excited to wait this day. our one month anniversary and tomorrow is our first chrismast together. but you seem like didn't feel same like me. maybe i'm the only one who think today is a special day for us. i'm dissapointed but it's ok.. i'll try to be fine here. you don't care with me here. i'm ok as long as you're ok at there.

i wanna hug you and kiss you for real. but now we're so far. i hate this distance. one day.. i'll meet you for real (let's we pray and try). everytime i miss you, i always look at the sky and imagine your face, then i'll smile because i know at least you're under the same sky with me. then i wonder what are you doing at there?. do you miss me like i miss you now?.