Surprise. ^^

hmm... actually already long time i want to post about this in here but i don't have free time so i just can post it now XD

i just wanna tell a story about the day which i felt happy, sad, and etc at the same time. keke~ that's my first chrismast day with my gf and one day before chrismast is my one month anniversary with her. so that day is very special for me. =)

my gf made a surprise for me in chrismast night. that's why she ignore me whole day~ she's busy to prepare that gift for me. she made a video and note about me and her. i really love it =* i also made a gift for her. although i knew my gift for her is not so awesome like her gift to me ^^" i just made a chrismast card for her. i wrote it by my self. keke~ it's not really nice ne but that's sincerely from my heart.

i love you~ aishiteru~ anh yeu em~ my dear gf snowlie isabella!!. ^^

Just My Feeling.

today is our anniversary day for one month. happy anniversary. sorry and thanks for all. i'm sorry if i'm always make you cry. i'm sorry if i'm too stupid sometimes. and thanks because you love me. thanks for always beside me. i love you so much.

i'll love you forever--i knew that you don't like and don't believe 'forever' word-- but i want you to believe that my love for you is real. forever you'll be someone special in my heart. and it's up to you wanna believe it or not.

if one day (just if) we can't be together again, i hope you'll never forget me and keep me in your heart forever as your beautiful memories. and i'll do the same.

today i'm sad. i knew i should not be sad in this special day but i'm sad. because today seem like you're don't care with me. you even didn't say "happy anniversary" to me.. you ignored me. honestly i'm dissapointed. yesterday i'm so excited to wait this day. our one month anniversary and tomorrow is our first chrismast together. but you seem like didn't feel same like me. maybe i'm the only one who think today is a special day for us. i'm dissapointed but it's ok.. i'll try to be fine here. you don't care with me here. i'm ok as long as you're ok at there.

i wanna hug you and kiss you for real. but now we're so far. i hate this distance. one day.. i'll meet you for real (let's we pray and try). everytime i miss you, i always look at the sky and imagine your face, then i'll smile because i know at least you're under the same sky with me. then i wonder what are you doing at there?. do you miss me like i miss you now?.

The Magic Words For Me =)

the magic words for me. wanna know what's that?. do you can guess it?. nope?. ok then i'll tell you. that words is "i love you". simple words, right?. but that's affect to my heart like a magic. but not everyone can affect me by that words. just a few people who can do that. ofc that people must special for me. =)

that people is...... my gf (the queen of my heart. lol =). everytime i feel not weel, sad, angry, dissapointed, or whatever, i'll be ok after i hear that words from her. =')

actually, everytime i feel sad, i always try to hide my sadness from her. the reason is simple >> because i don't want to make her sad too. =3 i always try to smile or laugh and hide my sadness in front of her, but sometimes she know it without i tell her. and then i must be honest to her~ i'm already promise if i'll never hide my sadness from her anymore. but... well i'll try. ^^"

that's no matter if i'm sad or hurt, everytime i see her smile and say "i love you". i'll be ok soon. that's no matter if she hurt me or make me disapointed (sometimes), everytime i remember if she always beside me and she love me like the way i do to her, i'll be ok

i love her. i love her more than the air i breath.

The Important Thing In a Relationship.

the important thing in a relationship for make it get longer and comfortable is understand each other.

what i mean with understand is ==> you can know your gf/bf's  feeling although she/he didn't tell it. you can know whether she/he feel sad, happy, or just pretend to be happy for make you not worry. then you know what should you do for make she/he feel better. you can understand whether she/he need someone to share with or she/he wanna be alone for a while. you can comfort your love although just with a hug. you can understand if she/he didn't keep her/his promise is not mean if they're don't care or wanna break their promise but they can't do that because maybe something wrong happened with them or whatever. ='))

if you can do that or at least you try your best to be like that, your relationship with the one that you love will more more longer and you both become MORE love each other. ^^

althought i knew that sometimes i make my gf sad or angry but i always try my best for her. i'm never been perfect, but neither have her. and i want always keep her as long as i can. =)

sometimes we have quarrel but i always try to fix it. i don't wanna lost her. i hate the time if she ask "do you wanna break up?" of course no. but we don't know what will happen in the future later. if there's come a day when i must release her even if i don't want, i will do that.. for her happiness. i don't wanna force her. but forever she will be special someone in my heart. =')